He has tears for me...

Personal log – 3rd of May, 2007.

It’s been almost one month and a half now since we both knew how we felt about each other. Neither one of us taking it too fast. Everything is slow and gradual. But how do I not fall so fast for a guy who has tears for me?

I grew up with the notion in my mind that a guy who cries is gay. That a guy who cries is a whoosie! But what kind of guy is he then? Did I happen to like a whoosie? Did I happen to fall for a gay guy? NO, I don’t think so…

He has tears for me… and he’s not afraid to show it…
He has tears for me… and he sheds them to show me how he feels…
He has tears for me… and he sheds them when the words are too unfitting to describe how he feels…
He has tears for me… and that makes him the man I’ve fallen hard for…

He cried with me when I told him about one of the most painful things in my life…
He cried when he was so happy about something I told him about…
He cried when he thought he had done to upset me so much…
He cried when I did something for him that was totally out of the ordinary for me…

So what do I do with him…? Do I still be the Ice Princess and still hold back? Or do I just let his tears melt the ice away…?

I think, I’ll keep him… He´s brave enough to shed his tears in front of me, and show me how he feels... I might never find a man like him in this lifetime… He is not rich, but he has tears for me… He has a big heart, and he has tears for me… He is a man, but he has tears for me…

End log.